The Eternal Optimist

 
Oh just as a note, the name of my blog 'Life goes on' just in case anyone's wondering it's named after a song I really like by LOve Psychedelico, a Japanese group.

 
What is it about Scottish accents? Is it just me? Maybe it's something in my blood. Some people like French or Italian or Spanish. But me, I think Scottish accents are sexy. I've taken to watching Monarch of the glen when it's on tv a)because I do like the program and b) so I can hear that accent. And then there's John Hannah, the first time I watched Sliding Doors (I wasn't particularly interested in the movie but we watched it at school.) I realised just how hot he was (he doesn't look_that_old). Then it was on again tonight. Damn his voice sends sivers down my spine (good shivers) And he was on last week too! Eep!
And okay, so before Lord of the Rings came out or even before the cast was decided I had a thing for Dominic Monghan but now I find I like Pippin too. I put it down to the accent. Wow I am rambling. He he.

 
Okay, so I feel a lot better now. Nothing can cheer me up quite like a good dose of Graham Norton. Rah.

 
It's been a lovely wet stormy day here. Wind blowing, rain blowing perfect for being curled up inside. Only I had to go to student job search and go shopping with my mother. Then I got the ehdache from hell. But it was still pretty good. I slept most of the day. And read Lord of the rings. Good. Boring day but nice. I realise my last post sounded a little depressing but eh.

 
I'm really bored I check my email 4 times a day. I have no job, I can't get a job. I spend my days on the internet or reading. I've fallen into a pattern, during the day I read The Two Towers and at night, The Demon King. I'm eating far too much food in general and on top of Christmas I'm not liking the way my hips are looking. I have WINZ. Fucking student loans. And then I need my sisters birth certificate and she hasn't got it yet. And she's so fucking lazy she hasn't even applied to the uni let alone her student loan which she should be doing NOW! And sh'es going to take ages to get the birth certificate sorted and then it'll be too late for me to bother with the hardship allowance. It probably is already. And then I have to buy a bed and mattress and I have to live off $65 for bills and food and anything extra. And to top it all off I'm really starting to miss my boyfriend and my two best friends are in different cities and I just wanna hug them and spend some time with them.

 
Helped my sister out in the shop where she works today. Quite fun. She can get me discounts too. I never knew there was such a thing as white tigers eye. It's very pretty and moonstone is gorgeous too. But of course I'm bound to like anything associated with the moon. Yay, my guestbook is working now. It's taken about 3 days since I entered the code for it to change. I'f you're reading this on the night of the 6th January this page will be awful blue and black colours. But next time you come here (hopefully) it will look much cooler.
Arohanui ^_^