The Eternal Optimist

 
I have the hiccups. I've had them long enough so that's it's just beginning to hurt.
My diary for today won't be much. I've spent literally almost the whole day obssesing about a song I saw on Juice tv on friday night. It was familiar but the only inteligible words (and barely then) were 'runaway runaway runaway' in the chorus. So I've spent most of today either searching google and trying to find the band or watching juice tv in the hope that they'll show it again. The main singer was a kinda cute. (okay so admitedly on friday I was in one of those moods where just about everything male and slightly good looking is attractive. Something to do with hormones I think.) But he had that gorgeous, dark, floppy hair that's just at the right point between wavy and curly. Mmm. I'm going to obsess over thing sng until I get it! Inplan to watch Juice tv pretty much all of tomorrow too.

 
Yes I do have a valid excuse for negleting my duties for a whole week. My computer was bunged up. I couldn't get any of my browsers to work. Had something to do with my firewall.
Men are all prats. Well maybe not all, okay all of them but not necessarily all the time. Why the man bash, well.. My oh so thoughtful boyfriend has just about disappeared off the face of the earth for the past two days. So end of term came about logically I thought we'd spend some time together seeing as it's the first time in 6 weeks that both of us would be relativly free. My mistake. I've called his place three times over the past two days (that may not seem a lot but usually we text each other.) each time only to have one of his flatmates tell me he's not there. I also sent him a text message asking him what he was doing and how he was. No answer. Apparently yesterday a friend of his turned up and they went out for the day, and today he went to Rotorua. Well good for him he'd been wanting to go back there for a while. I just hoped it might be the two of us when the time came. Hmph. Okay fine so he spent some times with a friend he may not have seen for months. Fair enough. Is it wrong of me to want to know where he is every second of the day. Well maybe I'm not that bad but at least before he leaves town it might be nice of him to inform me. I really miss him right now, 6 weeks of snatched moments isn't really enough to sustain a girl. He'd better make up for it with a damn good birthday present.
Okay so I've been craving Bridget Jones' Diary for about two weeks now and when I found out that Cloud was in Rotorua I gave up entertaining thoughts of a nice night with my boyfriend and got so annoyed I walked all the way to Grey St United Video, signed up for a video card and got Bridget Jones' Diary. I was seriously tempted by The Dinner Game too, but they only had the dubbed version and I refuse to watch that as a matter of principle. Apparently Colin Firth just had another kid. [sigh] Well it's not really Colin Firth I want, really it's Mr Darcy. Either one.
So I ended up spending this evening watching the video with Mark. He's really quite good to talk to at times. I remeber way back when, before we got together in first year we stayed up one night sitting on the chairs outside the tv lounge on the porch talking about all sorts of things. Communism and how it's a nice idel but human nature will never allow it to be successful, about how people go into marriage thinking 'if it doesn't work I'll just get a divorce' and then buggering off at the first tiff. It was kind of like that again tonight.
It was a good night.